white tshirt, jeans, eyes, hair, smile, jetblue naptime eyecover, pose, eye contact, handwriting, starfish wearing paints instead of pants- sorry, detective work, mystatax- 'excuse me, i missed a text', harlem, green internship, one who builds bamboo rooves- noddlethatcher, listen i just want to hang out with you meet you somewhere insignificant and walk around and be with you by yourself and myself just us two and talk about nothing for as long as we can and see how far we walk and how long we talk and i don't care what we do i feel as if we would do everything and nothing all at the same time i feel as if i would be nervous and giddy and comfortable and here there and everywhere all together and that is what makes me want to go climb rocks with you or throw a frisbee or talk about random things or have the most unplanned day ever just doing anything anything at all with you because i feel like it doesn't matter what we do we just need to hang out and see if what i feel is really real 'to work really hard, really' is that what it was i just want to know about all the little things you think about and i want to talk to you about all the little things i think about and never think about and i want to see where these little things intersect because i feel as though our lives have intersected at this point for some reason it scares me because i didn't want to find anything or anyone that interested me i would've rather left this city and felt as though i made the right decision moving on but as far as i'm concerned i need to meet you on 103rd street and central park west and we need to go into the forrest that is central park and climb a tree and show each other our hidden talents and run around until we're tired and sit in the wet grass and look up at a willow tree and then walk down a path and as we're walking you might say something like, "i wonder..." and as soon as you say something like this, some two words that again show me i know what i am feeling is real, i will grab you by the tshirt and kiss you until i can stop, which might be a bit of a while and hopefully this moment will be something strange yet not awkward, very perfect and odd, comfortable and surprising all at the same time- i just want to show you what kind of energy i feel between us.